Learning to be that bad ass that is deep inside of all of
us. For as long as I can remember I’ve always be the one to hide in the back
ground. I never was the girl who jump in the front of the line, or wanted to be
noticed. Well I wanted to be noticed, but I was afraid of being noticed for the
wrong reason. I was overweight, I felt ugly and ashamed. I didn’t have everything
that everyone seem to have. I felt like I was the outsider of the whole. I felt
like I didn’t belong.
Now though years later I’m slowly learning that I the long
run I really do belong in this place and all my flaws and faults really are
just things that make me who I am. My flaws and faults of just things that make
me the bad ass that I know I’m meant to be in life. I’m meant to find my own
path in this world. I’m not meant to live the normal life. I’ve never been
normal, and nor do I really every want to be normal. Nope I want to be more. I
want to learn to embrace everything that in the past I hated about myself. I
want to learn how to own my life. How to take control of it and truly how who I
am supposed to be.
This is going to be a journey that is going to take my many
difference place. Not is not only a fitness journey, but I journey of emotional
growth along with the physically growth as well. I hope that in sharing my journey
that I not only change my life, but my hopes is that my story can change one
person life as well.
That is all I want in this life is to know that while I
found who I truly am that I helped one person who is as lost as am I. That I helped
that one person know that you can change your life no matter what and that I
can happen. This journey isn’t going to be easy. There going to be days I want
to give up, but I’m hoping that by making this public that I will find the
support I need/wanted to keep this journey alive.
